Musings Of An Influenced Mind

I've always thought I was clever. Being clever was..nay is a big deal. Being clever meant that you had a lot to talk about because you thought a lot. You thought about art, music, what's happening in the world, what's happening around you...You think about things people cannot comprehend... some of these you don't either but you try. Comprehension is the ability to understand something not only with your mind but with all of your being. When you comprehend something, you understand it so much that it ultimately becomes a part of you. A regular thought process in your life.  There are only a few things I truly comprehend in this life. How coffee makes everything alright, paying my bills first means I know how much money I have left to enjoy, having a no-no touch savings account is imperative,my dog loves belly rubs, I can't sleep without my doll and maggi noodles are fantastic. Not much I know but these are the things I'm 100% sure of. The rest is hearsay or...

I deleted my old blog after rereading it several times last year. I didn't want to save anything from it. It just wasn't me anymore. I didn't write for a long while because writing didn't mean anything to me. The thoughts in my head were a mess and I was not emotionally stable. Not saying I am now...but it's been a journey. I restarted this blog because I actually have a lot to say and no one to say it to. I have opinions but I always don't share them with the people around me because no one gets them. I usually end up having to explain the things I say which leads me to frustration. So I decided to come back to blogging. Telling strangers might make a difference or it just might not. I will never know if someone has actually read these words of mine but they're out of me. They're out of my mind and in that small fleeting moment, however small if may be, comes a moment of peace. I called this blog Musings of an Influenced Mind because my mind is gre...